mine(:

2009-11-24T02:31:00.001-08:00

lol.
okay so i conclude that no one reads this blog anymore.
well with the exception of jessica, who tagged XD *loves!*
oh well, it could be a good thing.. i guess.
hmm, so i'll be leaving singapore on the 29th [sunday] and back on the 25th [december // christmas].
it's gonna be a long trip so i'm gonna miss going out with my friends >.<
i just hope i wldn't miss the class chalet thing AGAIN.

xoxo

2009-11-19T08:46:00.000-08:00

back on after a long while, i wonder if anyone still reads this blog.
anyways, last night was our very own prom/grad night and i have to say it was amazing. Just thinking about how we're all gonna part really soon is somewhat unbelieveable. I'll miss everyone & everything in xinmin... ♥

xoxo

2009-07-07T08:07:00.000-07:00

~~i officially fail at everything i do~~

2009-06-24T20:41:00.000-07:00

TOOK THIS FROM JOCELYN'S BLOG:D
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test102.aspx

What others see from your style
You probably live in your own little world and studiously avoid having to search for your own identity. You may feel that you are not loved, and being in your imaginary world is your way of coping with this. You get moody easily.

What your nightclothes reveal
You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.

What others see from your ties
You are kind and friendly. You are an uncomplicated person and enjoy exciting activities.

What others see from your belts
You are a kind of person who likes to hide your feelings. You may have a hot temper but tend to cover it with an outwardly calm and gentle demeanor. You are sensitive when it comes to love.

What others see from your shoes
You are kind and open-minded. You may not be talkative, but you are friendly and enjoy the company of intelligent people. You always keep the secrets of others, and never play tricks on people.

What others see from your earrings
You tend to enjoy living a simple life. You are friendly, smart and enjoy partying with friends.

The last analysis
You are probably a romantic and passionate person. You are sensitive and lonely when you aren't in love. You can be somewhat self-centered, but you are honest and sincere to others. You like to make a good impression of yourself and worry about what others think of you.

bwahah. some parts are soooo untrue:p
now... back to studying!

2009-06-13T04:27:00.000-07:00

Type B Blood:
A person with type B blood is outgoing and charming. They won't be picky or dwell over little things. Usually, they act first before going over the details. They are also good at reading other people and provide whatever support they need. They are very critical of appearances, but not of their own appearance. They will pick clothing by style and pattern first.

Do i suit the description of my blood type?:D
[i'm seriously bored... so~]

VOTE PLEASE:D

2009-03-12T03:57:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANNY JONES!:D

haha, yes i'm posting coz of his birthday!
mcfly's just awesome ♥

currently listening to:

ps. i officially idolize cathy nguen! haha. oh and iwantalivejournal!

2009-02-22T04:43:00.000-08:00

How You Love Me Now - Hey Monday

Hey monday ftw! :D

2009-01-01T04:14:00.001-08:00

she's good:D

2009-01-01T00:27:00.001-08:00

hey:D
HAPPY NEW YEAAAAAR!
may all your wishes come true<3

just arrived at 11.58pm last night, so its easy to guess where i was during that very minute it became 2009. ohwell, but i really loved the new year & welcome back messages! haha. well, japan was totally AWESOME! AND SKII-ING ROCKED. TOTALLY.

i'm thinking of changing my blog url, because somehow it seems that its kinda difficult to spell my name right... so, hmmm. should i?

Its a totally new year, i should be looking forward to everything. but somehow i'm kinda scared. okay, maybe scared isn't the right word but, i'm just kinda dreading things. ugh, i hope it goes away tomorrow when school starts.

ANYWAY, i miss each and every one of my friends ALOT. i wanna see you guys! PRONTO!

xoxo, BEVERLEY.

2008-12-13T10:57:00.001-08:00

off to japan in 5 hrs! wheeee
8 am flight:D

anyway, i'll be back on the 31st!:D
don't miss me too much!
HAHAHA<3

2008-12-09T06:26:00.000-08:00

href="http://www.free-iqtest.net" title="Free IQ Test">
Free-IQTest.net - Free IQ Test

random test:D

2008-12-09T05:15:00.001-08:00

off to japan in 5 days:D
and all that's on my mind right now is HOMEWORK.
someone help me please?

ANYWAY,
I LOVE SUPERTEEN!<3
it taught me a whole lot of things,
not just on studying but also on character and values!
GYAAAH.
i love the camp & it my new goal is to do my best for my Os and be a resource!
whooooooo. i'm excited:D
miss all the lovely people i met there..
mwaah to all of you! <3
MORE RANDOM GROUP CHATS PLEASE! haha.
oh, and i'm still waiting for the photos:D
miss you all like crazy
xoxo!

i have a sudden urge to reply tags on the individual blogs...
and,
THAT'S WHAT I SHALL DO! :D

2008-11-26T09:43:00.001-08:00

wendywendywendywendywendywendywendywendywendywendywendywendywendywendy:D

heheh. NUMBER ONE!<3
i miss you like crazy!:D
and i wanna see your hair!
wheeeeeeee.
haha.

97 more years!
& i'm late by 2 days but still.....
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!:D
xoxo

2008-11-24T03:50:00.000-08:00

yuto!<3

today's a really boring day....

my routine was: wake up, have brunch, computer, tuition, homework/study, computer, dinner... someone save me from this please?

and... I REALLY WANNA GO ICESKATING! *hints to mel*

i wish my dull life would get a little more fun. i think i'm in the process of becoming a computer geek.

GREAT NEWS: DADDY IS GETTING ME THE NEW MCFLY ALBUM IN JANUARY! REJOICE! :D

2008-11-22T19:21:00.000-08:00

had loaads going on for the past week!
will elab on them later..(maaaaybe :p)
they were:
SYMPOSIUM
SYNERGY CAMP
STUFF
:D

and, I MISSED SCRAP TEACHER! gyaaah!

i wanna see my yuto-chan! D:
guess i'll have to dl it on clubbox later.

JAPAN IN 21 days! it seems so far away eh.

2008-11-08T03:27:00.000-08:00

dear mel,

i'm sorry for throwing childish tantrums saying how i couldn't take the stress even though it was always minimal. I never ever stopped to wonder what its like for you.. how it must be 83508347439730 times tougher. And i can't believe that i'm still here complaining of being "stressed". I'm sooo not worthy of being named a member of the committee, much less a "hardworking" one. I will use what's left of the time to do a good job in managing my part in symposium to make you proud:D thanks for never giving up on me and cheering me on always<3 let's work hard together to make the symposium a success! gambate!

DINERS&NERDIES forever!<3333333

love,
berly

berly to mel: http://mykeyboardisdusty.blogspot.com/

2008-11-05T07:04:00.001-08:00

one word. STRESS.

2008-10-29T04:24:00.000-07:00

my korean names are Hong Yeon-Hee / Choi Hyo-Ra.

my japanese name is Hasegawa Miharu. (riverside, beautiful sky)

my latin name is Adorabelle Adrien.

my mafia name is Gabriella Bonaducci.

my "actual" name is Amber Ashleigh Lokan.

my cheerleader name is Lindsey Romano.

my super long "actual" name is Ferrari Antigone Cameron Shannon Kathryn Tie-Quon-Do.

yes, i was bored.
but i kinda like my names:D

2008-10-26T22:38:00.000-07:00

new blog song!:D
yay......-.-
its a rather old song though...
and i heard neyo copied the beats for "miss independant" but tweaked it little.

crap.... my blog's distorted.
help?:D
i guess i'll just have to use this till i get a more decent player.

i'm bad at blogs. seriously.
my posts are like waaaay too short.
wish my life was more interesting.

xoxo

ps. ooh! i wanna iceskate so badly! anyone up for it?

HAHA

2008-10-19T02:58:00.001-07:00

HA

2008-10-19T02:39:00.001-07:00

2008-10-17T09:27:00.000-07:00

i hate creepy, bloody, ghostly, monstery chain messages.

end of post

2008-10-16T07:10:00.001-07:00

i know wendy would get irritated by this post.
so.... WARNING!

okay, so..... JAPAN!
i've become a fan to jap dramas!:D

and an official fan of IKUTA TOMA!<3
japanese people are wayyyyy too cute:D
it makes me even more excited for japan!

I REALLY NEED TO LEARN JAP!
please help me by telling me anything you know!:D
arigatou!

2008-10-14T05:09:00.000-07:00

wooooooooooooow.
just found out something.
the first time my mum ballroom dance-d,
it was with SM Lee's father..

its a small world after all.

PRIS ONG HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!<3
now you're 15 alr!
im really sad i missed the 00.00 timing by 1 min!
anyway, wish you all the best in the future!
and NUMBER 2s FOREVER!:D

Diners<3
mel~ let's work hard for symposium okay?:D
i admit i was really upset abt the possibility of missing this yr's camp.
esp since we planned it ourselves.
but i'm really hoping ms lim would grant our wish to push it forward!
ANYWAY, lets do our best for symposium!

2008-10-12T08:08:00.001-07:00

2008-10-12T07:25:00.000-07:00

HOKKAIDO

TOKYO

japan is beautiful<3

2008-10-10T00:25:00.000-07:00

hey:D
not feeling too good today.
after symposium meeting(or during), felt really dizzy and had a massive headache.
before that had unexpected hot fushes at the wrong times, that i didnt feel.
wonder if im getting sick D:

its all probably due to the lack of sleep i've been getting.
i've been sleeping at abt one or 12.30, waking up at 5 to study some more.
approx. 4 hrs of sleep per day, and i didnt take any afternoon naps.
i hate falling sick after exams.
but i wanna go to the open hse tmr!
and i want to play during the interhse games!
GAHHHHH.
and i've got a temperature if 37.7 degrees. is that high?
anyways, going out for dinner later:D
dont know if i'll have any appetite.

:D and yes, I POSTED as promised!
[sorry about its length, my life is rather boring]

2008-09-06T04:12:00.001-07:00

FINALLY got a hair cut after months of procrastination:D
AND rebonded!!!!!

AND, my IC photo makes me look older.
i guess turning fifteen does make you look older.
GAHHH, i wanna go back to when i was eight, crazy and carefree
(yes, im still crazy now... but you guys should get my point....... RIGHT?)

anyways,
i can't help but to think,
how much i miss my cute childhood friends in nursery/kindergarden[PAT'S SCHOOL HOUSE]
i miss my beautiful primary school friends[ROSYTH SCHOOL]
i miss my awesome friends in secondary school.[XMS]

TO ALL THE FRIENDS WHO HAVE CAME AND GONE/STAYED IN MY LIFE
OR THOSE WHO I'M GONNA MEET IN THE FUTURE,

ILY! i wouldn't be who i am today without you guys<3
cheers!!!!!!

LADEEDAH \m/

ps. sorry, super short post! but my books AWAIT D:

2008-08-27T08:08:00.001-07:00

i am determined not to let my bad mood affect others.

i am determined to make as many people as possible happy:D

i am determined to pass my tests and exams with flying clours.
i am determined to talk to friends i haven't talked to in a long while.
i am determined to study hard.
i am determined to learn the guitar, drums, windsurfing, wakeboarding and diving.
i am determined to become tanner.
i am determined to cherish my friends more than before.
i am determined to LIVE MY LIFE with a SMILE:D
i am determined to repay everyone's kindness.
i am determined to help out in SPCA.

i am determined to love all my friends:D

good luck for end years darlings!<3

3/30, i shld be crying, but nothing seems to be coming out. is something horribly wrong with me?

2008-08-22T03:51:00.000-07:00

KEEP HOLDING ON- Avril Lavigne

You’re not alone, together we stand
I’ll be by your side, you know I’ll take your hand
When it gets cold, and it feels like the end
There’s no place to go, you know I won’t give in

(Ahh, ahh)
No I won’t give in
(Ahh, ahh)

Keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I’m here for you, I’m here for you

There’s nothing you can say (Nothing you can say)
Nothing you can do (Nothing you can do)
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So - keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through

So far away, I wish you were here
Before it’s too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close, and it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend

(Ahh, ahh)
I’ll fight and defend
(Ahh, ahh)
Yeeah, yeah

Keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I’m here for you, I’m here for you

There’s nothing you can say (Nothing you can say)
Nothing you can do (Nothing you can do)
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So - keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through

Hear me when I say when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly

Yeeah, yeah, yeah, yeaaaah
La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I’m here for you, I’m here for you

There’s nothing you can say (Nothing you can say)
Nothing you can do (Dooo, do)
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So - keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through

(Ahh, ahh)
(Ahh, ahh)
Keep holding on
(Ahh, ahh)
(Ahh, ahh)
Keep holding on

There’s nothing you can say (Nothing you can say)
Nothing you can do (Doo, do)
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So - keep holding on (Keep holding on)
Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through.

be strong brother, coz i'll be here for you.

2008-08-17T00:01:00.001-07:00

OKKKK.
those who have no link to the previous post, IGNORE IT:D
now, back to myself.

ISMAIL ZAINAL IS AWESOME!!!!!
haha.
I rrrrrreeaaalllllyyy HAD to say that.

soooo. BADMINTON GIRLS wanted dedics to.
will do them soon darlings<333.

2008-08-16T23:55:00.000-07:00

I DO NOT HATE YOU.
okay?
i was just REALLY pissed at how i was supposed to do a ppt by the next day on a topic that i did not have knowledge of AT ALL.
AND it was alr 11pm.
what else would you expect me to feel?
you know how stressed i felt all of a sudden?
its like, i didn't want to be the root of all problems just because i couldn't do a ppt in time.
worry turned to anger and TA-DAAH.

and you have REALLY good friends. (Y&W)
cherish them.
seriously.

AUGUST HAPPENINGS

2008-08-10T20:20:00.000-07:00

ALOT HAS BEEN GOING ON LATELY:D

8/8
Sibs Beeve Day:D
thank you for being the GREATEST brother ever.
its been two years since we've been sibs and i haven't
regretted it one bit.
hope you're having fun in TAMP:D
and please don't tell me you forgot the 10 year plan.
haha.
thanks for staying up to help me pass time.
thanks for killing hours of precious time to "console" me.
thanks for making my brain wake up with all those
funny yet smart facts:D
thanks for feeling excited for me when i achieve something:D
thanks for sending the sweetest messages ever.

all in all, thanks for being the greatest brother, friend and ex-classmate<3>9/8

P@X outing:D
had looaaaddsss of fun.
wanna thank lovely vanessa and lynette for pei-ing me.
wanna thank my mum for organizing this.
wanna thank that china scholar that wasn't angry that i took out his shoelaces
without his permission!
wanna thank the chicken rice store for making great chicken rice
wanna thank the dog shit for not being under my feet.
wanna thank sonal for being so tall.
wanna thank wendy for being the best friend that she is.
wanna thank louise for choosing songs.
wanna thank everyone for making the day sooo memorable.

mini birthday party:D
I LOVE MY FAMILY.
i was like watching the NDP,
then my cousins( chermaine and joel) came in with their mum with a mango cake:D
i was like stunned.
i've seen chermine growing up from the little girl who was
sooooooooo smart.
to the still smart and confident modern dancer(can't wait to see you perform)
then there's joel.
the little boy who used to make loads of noise when playing with his action figures.
the little boy who used to wake up in the middle of the night yelling
" MUMMY!!!!!! I WANT MILK!!!!!"
to the handsome little boy who loves life:D
MAN. I LOVE MY FAMILY.

10/8

i know all of you are sooooo looking forward to this post.
but i'll post about it tmr...
when i get all the photos.
or maybe later.

jtlyk,
i really had fun.
i talked to friends i should have talked to a LONG time ago.
i realized that i had the greatest friends on earth.
i found out how much i loved my friends.
and NOTHING could spoil my mood:D
so don't blame anything on yourselves okay?:D
BE HAPPY:D

love y'all loads.

2008-08-05T06:21:00.000-07:00

hey.
okay i'm pissed coz my mum's hogging the mac and i can't get my
beijing photos.
GREAT.
anyway, REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO SEE YOU ALL ON FRIDAY.

okaayyyyyyy.
ALL MY GIRLFRIENDS ARE INVITED TO MY 15TH BIRTHDAY BASH.
its on the 10th of AUGUST.
and... optional sleepover till 11th!<3
okay. no limit of ppl to sleepover.
but,
MAKE SURE YOU HAVE A FRIEND.
BRING SLEEPING BAGS(if you have)
BIGGER NUMBER OF PPL= SQUEEZIER.

sooo... yeah, love you all:D
LETS HAVE FUN!<3

btw, will update with
stayover/ partylist soon!

2008-07-12T04:22:00.000-07:00

HELLO.
ok. quite a few things happened within the past week
FIRST:
choosing of the synergy main team.
well started off wth ms lim calling us to the sde of the classroom block.
read out the names of the players.
and those that weren't in:
-me
-mel
-alexa
-liwen
-jiayun
-pineapple ong

well.. ALEXA started crying, then mel
then jiayun, then pris then me..
baby's eyes just turned red.
then CRY and CRY and CRY.

SUPER DUPER OMG SAD(even tho i know i don't sound sad. ps!)
its like we've been trng for 2 and a half years.
wasted 1 and a half years doing redundant drills.
in the end, neglected and thrown aside.
QUOTE"just rubbish that can be thrown away"[LIWEN]

NEXT.
crosscountry run<3
well we went to shiyao's hse
[JASMINE(SORRY!no wonder i thought something was missing),Pris,Jiayun,Liwen,Alexa and me]
listened to her play PENG YOU.
bought hot dog buns.
[TREATING YOU ALL. if you see this post u don't have to pay me]
went to bishan park!

haha. watched the babes run<3
they rocked.
btw,
PRISCILLA WAS MY CHOSEN HERO OF THE DAY
why?
well this falcon girl fainted.
she was the only one who stopped to help her.
while the heartless ppl who wanted so much to win just ignored her.
then she called for help from SJAB.
which took some time.

LATER, she walked with her friend who had a stomach cramp.
SHIYAO TOO!<3
then they were all the way behind.
5 of them, held hands and crossed the finishing line together.
AND THIS IS WHY I LOVE HER<3
hahaa... hope you see this PINEAPPLE!

and i feel really guilty coz i didn't wait for alexa during fun run.
so ALEXA, sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry.
i don't mind if anybody starts to dislike me coz of this.
and yes i FLEW. coz of the friendship band.
YES IT WORKS WONDERS!and its [made in vietnam]

THANK YOU FOR CHEERING ME ON GIRLS!<3
I LOVE SYNERGY!

ps: working on some song lyrics for the girls..
abit cheesy coz its a first time thing.
but i'm not as DEEP as jiayun so i'd rather write a song<3

*BJ ppl: next post is on beijing! mostly pics!<3

song of the day:

2008-07-06T06:59:00.000-07:00

HEY ALL.
hahah.
past few days were FUNNNN.

Friday:
the bmt girls came over to "discuss" stuff.
haha. then we played the wii,
played the piano... and some other stuff.

Saturday:
Pris ong came over with her 2 brothers(dada is cute:D)
played wii, then ps2, then com, then wii again.
until abt...... 9?
pris decided to stay over so..... she did.
laughed, prank called, gossiped till 2am++
SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPP

hahah...
and TODAY WAS BORING.

ppl with mood swing mums note:
you're not ALONE.:D

I WANT SEA MONKEYS:D
THEY ROCK, SERIOUSLY.

ok. the presenter was ALAF and HIGH:D

i wanna be a ROCKER.
that's why i'm learning drums soon<3
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

and as a wise person says: ROFL

tag reps:
Damien: hello back:D long time no see.
charis: I MISS YOU! SERIOUSLY! <3 let's dance:D
wendy: welcome darling:D
Bernice: BARNEECE:D hahaha.
N K: ? nick khaw ar? haha. HI. new tagboards are COOL.
bryan: Hello PWLTS1 :D
NJL: OKAY. miss you! and I LOVE UR HAIR.... AND YOU<3
Alexa: I KNOW! haha. so qiao.
Joel: HEY JOEL.
MEL: yes! WOW! hahahha... <3
Pris: LOVE YOU TOO! and the airport rocks k!
Bryan: okok.. i posted:D
dada: HAHAHAHA. yay i won by one HA.
EVIL BJ PPL: you guys are evil la! AND SOON CAN BE 3 YEARS FROM NOW OK!:D

hahaha.. LOVE YOU ALL:D

ONG IN THE HOUSE, OVERNIGHT SOMEMORE LEI.

2008-07-05T07:52:00.000-07:00

HI EVERYONE, IM PRISCILLA ONG.
AND BERLY ASKED ME TO BLOG FOR HER CUZ EVERYONE THOUGHT SHE'S STILL IN T2.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
SO PEOPLE, SHE'S BACK. JUST THAT SHE'S DAMN FREAKING LAZY
TO UPDATE HER BLOG.
HAHAHAHA, SHE ONLY KNOW HOW TO EAT ONG LAI AND TALK CRAP. HAHAHAHHA.
SHE PROMISE THAT SHE WILL UPDATE ON HER BEIJING TRIP SOON.
IF NOT SHE TREATS ALL A PIZZAHUT MEAL:D
GOODNIGHT FOLKS.

2008-06-15T23:30:00.000-07:00

hey y'all:D
im in T2 now.
1hr to my flight....

HOPE YOU GUYS ARE MISSING ME!<3

as wendy told me once:
miss me like i'll miss you!

P.E.A.C.E

2008-06-14T18:53:00.000-07:00

BEIJING 2008:D
its seriously the best trip ever!
which is totally noticeable if you read the other beijing-ers' blogs.
however, i realised nobody posted the whole list of ppl who went there,
so i'll do it:D
(since i have nothing else to do;D)

room101
hsiao ching [chingching, samurai]
kai wei[?]
priscilla[pineapple,onglai]
ying xuan[xuan, siao cha bor]

room102
beverley[berly,bev,Pjie]
bernice[bur, nice:D]
le ling[lelelellele, cheena girl]
li wen[baby]

room103
jocelyn[xiaojo, da xiang]
jia yun[cloud,yun]
vanessa[vaneh, v]
wei sze[szeeeee]

room104
charmaine[goddess:D]
e e
jiahui
shili[Pmum, xiao li]

room105
bryan[person who likes to sing1] *
lester[person who likes to sing2] *
kaiwen
nicholas khaw[nick khaw?]

k.
shall update on pics when sch reopens...
coz i'm gonna go to VIETNAM!
hhaha..
back on 200608

miss me:D

*changes were made upon request:D
6days to camp rock!yayayayayay. i feel like a 10 yr old:D

2008-06-08T21:59:00.000-07:00

THIS IS ME by demi lovato/joe jonas

Always been the kind of girl that hid my face
So afraid to tell the world what I've got to say
But I have this dream right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show
It's time
To let you know, to let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

Do you know what it's like to feel so in the dark?
To dream about a life where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you

I gotta find you
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be

(This is me) You're the missing piece I need the song inside of me
(This is me) You're the voice I hear inside my head
(Yeah) The reason that I'm singing

Now I've found
Who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

DEMI LOVATO<3
camp rock in 12 days.

2008-05-25T11:23:00.000-07:00

hey y'all:D
i'm off to beijing tomorrow!
so please don't sms or call me coz its gonna cost both of us;D
HAHAHAH

corazon<3

2008-05-07T06:17:00.000-07:00

omg:D
i think spammers are cool!<3
HAHAHA.
number 2 don't worry!
you've got lots of friends to stand up for you!

and i'm soooo depressed that i am gonna miss the click five concert.
BIJING BEIJING BEIJING.
oh well. i shall go next time round!
I MUST!
with either number 1, 2 or anyone else:D
gahhh.
i'm gonna miss my dogs when i go overseas...
its soooo sad.
anywayyy...

i'm gonna do a quiz survey thingy!
courtesy of pineapple2!

1.Perfect: As if.
2.tall: not really
3.In your pajamas:nope
4.Talked to on the phone: number 2!
5.Person who text you: alien bro!
6.Was today better than yesterday:YES!<3

FAVORITE:
1.Number:it has to be 25
2.Color:?not sure?
3.Food:taco bell!
4.Place:hmm. my bedroom!

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Questions:What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
Answer: stare into space for 5 min
Questions: Do you have anything bothering you?
Answer: i don't think so.
Question: What's the last movie you watched in theaters?
Answer: transformers! omg i'm prehistoric!
Question: Where is the last place you went?
Answer: kovan or kovan melody
Question. Do you smile a lot?
Answer: YES! that's why my jaws always hurt
Question: Do you wish upon stars?
Answer: yes. but they somehow hardly come true
Question: Are you a friendly person?
Answer: i guess so:D
Question: When was the last time you cried?
Answer: 3 hrs ago
Question: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
Answer: [AH SHIT! I NEVER STUDY FOR EMATH! aiya heck care]
Q: Rate life as of right now, one being bad ten being great?
A: 8!
Q: What do you hear right now?
A: pure nothingness, besides the buzzing of the com
Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: my head
Q: What's your favorite month?
A: AUGUST! its my birthday<3

1)Are you missing someone right now?- yes! my papi
2)Are you tired?- not really. had a nap today!for the first time in 2 yrs
3)Real name?- BEVERLEY HONG KWAN TING
4)Birthday?- 11th august 1993
5)Eye color?-black or brown.. or blackish brown

Single?YES
Crushing?maybe
Hair color? brown+gold+white+black! RAINBOW
Long or short?LONG
Phone or Camera?PHONE.definitely
Health freak?NOT AT ALL.
Righty or lefty?righty<3
First best friend? alethea i think
First award? some graduation award in kindergarden:D
First enemy? onions

CURRENTLY
Eating? nope.
Drinking? yep.my saliva.
I'm about to?stare blank again.
Listening to? 52 by seriously
Plans for today? to sleep?
Waiting for? my eyelids to get heavy.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITEGENDER:
Lips or eyes? eyes
Shorter or taller? taller
Romantic or spontaneous? both?
Sensitive or loud? loud
Hook-up or relationship? relationship

HAVE YOU EVER:
Drank bubbles? YEP. and i get hiccups.
Lost glasses/contacts? nope. at least i don't think so
Ran away from home? run away for what? waste energy.
Broken someone's heart? i don't think so..
Been arrested? nooooooo!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
Do you like someone? maybe
Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? YES but at the same time NO
Do you miss someone now? yes! my papi.

YAY FOR UNICORNS, NINJAS AND ALIENS:D ooh and crazy song guessing people too!

2008-04-19T17:30:00.000-07:00

changed my blogskins and deleted my posts and TAGBOARD:D
my blog was:
DEAD
MESSY
LIAN-ISH
BORING...

i don't guarantee that it'll be better this time..
BUT...
I'LL TRY:D

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